Friday, January 8, 2016

HEARTACHE






Their is a deep pain hidden
In the depths of your eyes unbidden

My heart reaches out to you
So far away ;without contacts due....

How to with words or actions fill?
Fill the void love can ;with skill?

I need you to meet me midway
How else will I ever have a say?

Not that I do not see your despair
Wonder how at all we will pair

But life with its intricacy
Leaves little in ecstasy

Hope a spark finds its place
To add a warm relationship stays
______________________________Malinikadir 





Thursday, December 17, 2015

Partnering life

I check and double check
But my heart has only love to spare
Hard feelings ebb away unstuck
Age has mellowed me ;I simply care.....

I find forgiving easier;
memories erased out; screen clear
Makes my days busier
My thoughts hold no fear......

Truth is faced ; as it is
Accepting self with shortcomings
Is no fairy tale bliss
But still quaint happiness prevails....

Across the world
No matter the distances
Time rolled;changes natural to hold
mingling edges no fences
_____________________Malinikadir

Wednesday, December 9, 2015

Tears



They slips from my eyes
As thoughts of you flow through
I see you as a friend in forever ties.....
Yet this bonding close; too close
My inner voice to me does disclose

I smile at my naughty self
In the passing ;as the hanging mirror
reflects me from its shelf......
I do not deny to myself, ever
My eyes speek silent,if not clever......

As I for a fraction stop
My heart it does hold a dent....
Which into words oft pop....
As then the words of golden truth
From my heart spontaneous comes forth.....

I long to rush across the distance between
To into your arms fly; for a fraction longer than necessary
To silent let you know;my love its value to redeem
For my tongue is harsh to false protect
So you do not my broken thoughts ever  detect......

Yet even as words to send you away is often frames
My heart would like you to stay and friend remain
But how will you?my heart plaintive asks and dreams...
For the romantic ;larking just round the bend
Wishes this friendship; to into love blossom and unbend

You in your maturity and experience
Can see my responses and self struggles plain
Try hard as I do to hide it in vain;a little dense...
As if ;you can not my heart in my eyes discern
Gentleman in control ;walk away with a little concern;

Tears overwhelm; they fall not heeding my advice.....
Tears for the distance necessary;tears for the ambiguity
Tears for the plain truth;emotions misplaced......unwise
Tears to solve this sizzle puzzle;tears to change your mind

Tears to promise true relationship;tears too, of my undying love forever remind


------------------------------------------------------------------Malinikadir