Felt totally ashamed at the chaos caused............The winds may blow, rains may come and go,
But deep winter is frosty to bear.She walks into her house to shut out every thing,
Into the house much like a crab going into its shell.......perhaps......
Deep attachments and longing for frequent meetings spur the emotions to question the reality
and its needs also to an extent
Then when sorrow of personal loss can be transmuted into words ;perhaps poetry is born......
It is total faith and total surrender to the lord,tears from the very depths of one's soul.....that perhaps
help to appease the conscience......A tapas became a must.......;for the freedom of the soul from utter chaos in the subconsciousness .
Why "Y' and "X" must also feel the pains of distance, but the simple matter of fact understanding "You can not have the cake and eat it too".........brings things into the right perceptive perhaps....
You have to loose something to gain something.....Only oft we make choices not realizing its consequences or chain reaction it is bound to bring......
UNITY BEYOND TRIVIA IS THE AIM
LOVE IS GOD"S WISH NOT STRAINS AND STRESS OF DISUNITY?
,(I am not talking of the physical manifestations here......)
Each child born in this world
IS not born a liar, thief , criminal , murderer , and terrorist
Environment make's man........
Then the question of what can be done to improve this environment........persists to question one and all!
The external reinforcement of society strengthens it......
CONTENT, ACCESS,SOLUTIONS, ACCOUNTABILITY
Is the forth leg we are all in search of!!
Minds may across the world match;
Practical feasibility, ability?
Needs more than desire;
It needs a passion to win( not win at any cost)
Not a passion to give in I suppose.......either...!
Yet I wonder......."IT HOLDS TRUE HE WHO THINKS HE CAN"
(a smile for stupidity, a handshake for old times sake is still possible...I hope and pray!)
As if,I would a hundred times loose in every battle of wit , every game that can be played by two...
If the gain would be;" able to put the blame on my shoulders,able to say she deserved no better....
"You can all in unity unite and be seen with smiles of joy"!
For true happiness is , When every one around is also happy!
and I love this someone who is able to give so much care for another , thank you once again from the bottom of my heart!
If you think faith in god does GOD a favour...?????
Your faith in God ,or your GURU does nothing for god or guru
Faith is your wealth!!
MY FAITH IN YOU IS MY WEALTH
I now must acknowledge my inability to walk away from truth.
And also acknowledge how such attitudes leave you cold and lonely.
I realize now how the sheer simplicity is so heart warming and acceptance of ones weakness,
Is in itself so liberating........
I am now at peace with myself,not ashamed of myself......
For having accepted the worst in me,has somehow liberated me much to my own surprise....
Yet an apology is due, for misunderstanding , for being afraid , timid and prone to tears not very brave,
and letting my heart take the toll too!
From now on......all smiles and only cheers!hope it the same with all of you also......
and a humble Salute to one and all who have walked through my fears with me
Till I reached the end of tunnel and saw day light.
( I am unable to personally call and thank as I am unsure of who is the person or persons who has/have put in so much care and love for me.......anyways thank you from the bottom of my heart and I shall not burden you any more......AND THAT IS A NEW PROMISE!!.)
loads of love, and best wishes